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Katy Pinke

by Katy Pinke

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1.
Endarkenment 01:50
I'm the best thing in the game Pulling up screaming the name Swallowing all of the flaws Clenching them in my jaws Keeping me from my own true singing I see my prodigal part Struggling alone in a maze Playing amazing chess With every crack in the walls She's used up all of her pieces The last is the face of a lord leading services A toast to imprisonment I lean in and whisper, "How might you unravel this?" Wake up and crawl on the floor See what you've held in your paws Keeping you from running Drop it all
2.
Bloom 03:10
It isn’t heavy to feel It’s only heavy to think And when you want to stay light Don’t force it with your mind Flow flow however it goes Flow flow however it goes There you stood and watched me do What you couldn’t do What you thought you couldn’t do Is just your mind getting in the way of you getting through Help yourself by helping me get free And then you’ll see Then you will see That the only thing between you and me Is your mind Tricking you Thinking you are bad Thinking you are bad We sat in the card game of our hearts holding back We sit in the lives of our minds Holding tight To our lines Slack the line Look below See the water See it glow See the light How it flows From the center To the rose To the folds How they unfold Dare Dare Dare Dare Dare Dare To bloom Bloom Bloom
3.
Tomato 03:47
And when you’re ready to stay the sun is gone, the pain is in the west I tried to saint your health back “Say tomato, say tomato” The last time that I saw you I thought you were what I wanted but It was already complicated By the way you made me feel which was Kind of sad I watched you put yourself down really bad a lot It made me feel like I was you Taking the beating from outside your head I said it I said it I am the repressed emperor Stuck in the body of the princess with the long hair And when you go away I’ll find someone to make me feel all right But it won’t be the same I won’t be waiting up for you at night I won’t be hoping that we’ll start a fight to Work through The demons inside our own heads That we put onto each other’s faces How do I explain That I’m feeling the same pain As you Is it true? and anger what a brief vacation Oh, what a tiny view
4.
Syzygy 03:04
Fake lost this part solid, terrible waiting, white walls solid, terrible vertical room to not have control to not force myself myself to stay in the room but there's nothing outside of the room anymore a cavity heart a hole in my tooth a lose elevator no switch solid through, through invisible phase: syzygy
5.
One Coin 01:47
Why did I have to grow up so late? Too late You're already gone Can't even talk to me Now that I could be the one that I should have been back when you were ready for me I didn't know what I know now Isn't that just the way it goes I'll be writing songs to you until I die and isn't that just what they say that you are the only one who doesn't see your own lies and doesn't see your own light and doesn't see how they relate One coin, just two sides
6.
Strawman 01:56
I think about you all the time I think about you more than I did when you were mine I wanted to see what you saw I wanted to see but I made you out of straw Did you do the same to me? The bird on the hill flew an inch The bird on the hill flew an inch than took a rest I wanted to see how it flew So I kicked the bird with my shoe I held my chest As I watched it run away instead
7.
Traveler 02:38
The age in your face was a little less than I had guessed, I'd just been to space wanted to unearth something I'd left But earthly time I kept and every night I wept I saw the world it was turning forward, I inferred The lightyear I wore shattered all the rotting at the core The o-zone had changed, the stones were all rearranged, on my way down to the air the ground came out of nowhere, nowhere...hmm... I'm spinning out quick Wanna fly but why's it make me sick? You hold out a while But I know the failure in your smile An ill wind to the sea Can't blow nobody free Not what I thought it would be the Traveler was me If there is no world, how's he give away his part? Not like you before, threw away the key but left the door ajar Cold war, lukewarm heart Sky-walking the wall Avoiding the fall, my prayer That's fair I'm spinning out quick I wanna fly but why's it make me sick? I'm spinning out quick I wanna land but what if it's a trick?
8.
Grapefruit 03:24
The last time I can remember feeling true light underneath my skin was when you were still here, holding me tight and singing in my ear And year after year, wishing you'd return I thought I had to learn to close my heart Oh it's hard to love without the knowledge of your own light The last time I can remember holding myself truly upright was when you would look right in my eyes and show me what you saw in yours and night after night, I hardened to the world I thought I had to learn that it was cold I've been told it's hard to live without the certainty you're alive I'll learn I'll learn to see what you see, I'll learn I'll learn to breathe you in me, I'll learn I'll learn to fill the hole that your love left in me Grapefruit juice from a tree, why did you leave so early? Was it so I'd learn to see that you would always be in the leaves loving me?

about

Katy Pinke’s songs are self-examinations—cerebral and unsparing, but reaching toward a more promising future. The Manhattan-based singer-songwriter’s nimble soprano evokes the precision, humor, and melancholy of forbearers like The Roches and Connie Converse. Sentences pour across verses, disrupting the symmetry of the expected verse-chorus song form, like her espoused hero Bill Callahan. The songs on her stark and accomplished debut album, Katy Pinke, have a direct and inviting quality, but within each, a quiet battle is being waged in an ongoing struggle to, as Pinke puts it, “unconditionally love a fragmented self” in the face of heartbreak, loss, and unexpected forks in the road.

The album is the first of a series of releases the singer-songwriter, painter, and actor has been readying for the past couple of years, and strips her art down to its absolute essence. One afternoon at the home studio of Phil Weinrobe (Adrianne Lenker, Cass McCombs, Hand Habits), Pinke recorded her vocals and minimal guitar accompaniments live with drummer Jeremy Gustin (Rubblebucket, Star Rover) in front of an audience of a few friends. The idea was to capture the feeling of Pinke’s live shows, which are storied events in the NYC indie rock scene. (The legendary artists she has shared the stage with include Laura Veirs, Jolie Holland, TV On the Radio’s Kyp Malone, Indigo Sparke, and Jesse Harris.)

In the songs, the narrator is often taking stock of the damage after an emotional hurricane, while rushing to put up the storm shutters for the next one. The record’s most devastating moments are sometimes its most fun musically (“Tomato,” “One Coin”). Elsewhere, there are bittersweet moments of effortless beauty, shaded and given depth by expressions of empathy (“Grapefruit,” “Strawman”). In Pinke’s music, life sometimes feels like a series of pushes into a vast, hopeful unknown, and the time we spend conserving our energy between them. All we can do, Pinke hypothesizes, is try to stay aware and in tune with ourselves while waiting for the opportunity to try again.

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released April 23, 2024

Track listing:

A:
Endarkenment
Bloom
Tomato
Syzygy

B:
One Coin
Strawman
Traveler
Grapefruit


Credits:

Produced and Mixed by Philip Weinrobe at Sugar Mountain
Mastered by Josh Bonati


Track by track credits:

Endarkenment - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums

Bloom - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums, harmony

Tomato - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums, harmony. Winston Cook-Wilson piano

Syzygy - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums

One Coin - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums

Strawman - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums. Will Pinke, Lily Cowles, Arabella Oz, Russell O’rourke Background vocals

Traveler - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums

Grapefruit - Katy Pinke vocals, guitar. Jeremy Gustin drums

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